I've had group-therapy for almost 7 years (since 2006) and haven't progressed at
all.
I have spent 7 years on a 5 year-high school education because there was no help
for kids like me at the time. There still isn't.
My father and I had a car accident which was not our fault according to the
police and the victim's family, even though I asked for a detour. I still
feel guilty after 4 years and no closure.
I proposed to an older guy (26) December last year, while I was still in a
destructive relationship, he said yes and we're getting married over a year.
I have prevented several suicide attempts by friends, yet I am still
contemplating my own.
Soraya, age 19
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
Jo Anne
Held my first art exhibition in the Castella de Spannochia, Italy.
Rode a gold tandem bike up along the Hudson pier, through Manhattan, and
across the Brooklyn Bridge--in the rain.
Almost burned down the university's art annex. (six fire trucks later no
one was hurt except the welding table)
Started a dance party on the lightrail in Milan.
Dated my best friend even when everyone told me not to. best friend of 6
years, boyfriend of exactly 1.
Jo Anne, age 25
Suzanne
I thought I was smarter than my parents, so I married a rebel and kept his
secrets.
I bore a child. I lost a child. I bore another child. These three children taught me who I really was.
I left my husband because I needed to breathe again. I’m still learning how.
I met a man who made me feel like a queen, for just one night. It broke my heart, but it was worth it.
I told the truth.
Suzanne, 46
I bore a child. I lost a child. I bore another child. These three children taught me who I really was.
I left my husband because I needed to breathe again. I’m still learning how.
I met a man who made me feel like a queen, for just one night. It broke my heart, but it was worth it.
I told the truth.
Suzanne, 46
Friday, June 15, 2012
Bonnie Jean
My father died the Christmas I was 12.
I was secretly married when I was 18 and I kept that secret for 20 years.
I started university when I was 32 and earned 2 degrees in 41/2 years, while I was a single parent.
At age 51 I drove across North America by myself with 2 Bichon Frises dogs (23,000kms) and 3 months later I got safely home. I slept several nights in my minivan.
When I was 60 I married a woman. We are still together.
Bonnie Jean, age 65
Chelsea
I learned to be more patient, and through that I learned how to breathe.
I found that letting go is necessary.
I traveled to all four corners of the world.
I tried to learn Japanese. I'm still trying.
I fell in love.
Chelsea, age 22
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Carey
I made a
painting of some trash in 2007.
I made a painting of the edge of the trash
painting hanging on the wall named it after a sentence from the dictionary
illustrating one meaning of the word 'thing'.
This was 2008 and a little later I
made a painting of the second painting in front of a window and then I did it
again.
In 2009 I made a cake that looked like the second painting.
And then we
ate it and our tongues were eerily dyed black and purple from all the food
coloring I had to use.
Carey, age 30
Angela
I took care of my father until he passed away from lung cancer.
I told my father I would see him on the other side of the moon.
I've had three miscarriages.
I fell in love with my best friend and his three children.
I got convicted of a felony that I was (set up) to do.)
Angela, age 28
I told my father I would see him on the other side of the moon.
I've had three miscarriages.
I fell in love with my best friend and his three children.
I got convicted of a felony that I was (set up) to do.)
Angela, age 28
Monday, June 11, 2012
Hannah
Traveled the world with my family, having the best childhood I could have
asked for.
Let good friendships fall apart, but blamed fate. In fact it was just that
I didn't fight hard enough for them.
Had a total identity crisis when I moved away from home for the first
time.
Let myself lose control of what I want to please a man multiple times. One
of the most destructive and damaging things I have learnt, is that I do it to
myself. I am not the girl with no backbone, but lust fades out the reality I
like to feel so in touch with. It was like getting high on thoughts.
Fallen in love with a painting.
Hannah, age 20
Ralph
I co-founded and ran for over thirty years a consulting firm addressing the selection and application of stainless steels for critical applications.
although originally shy about public speaking, I have preached over 25 Sunday sermons at St George's Episcopal Church in York Harbor, I am good at this.
I have participated in two search committees for new rectors at St. George's and served six years on the Standing Committee of the Diocese.
I have been a Red Sox fan since 1963.
I am an excellent cook, particularly for Italian and Mexican cuisine, and do much of the cooking at our house.
I spent a week in New Orleans with the Episcopal clergy of Maine helping to deal with the damage of Katrina. It was a wonderful experience.
Ralph, age 68
although originally shy about public speaking, I have preached over 25 Sunday sermons at St George's Episcopal Church in York Harbor, I am good at this.
I have participated in two search committees for new rectors at St. George's and served six years on the Standing Committee of the Diocese.
I have been a Red Sox fan since 1963.
I am an excellent cook, particularly for Italian and Mexican cuisine, and do much of the cooking at our house.
I spent a week in New Orleans with the Episcopal clergy of Maine helping to deal with the damage of Katrina. It was a wonderful experience.
Ralph, age 68
Monday, June 4, 2012
Katherine
I spend two years running away from home.
I lost contact with my father in 2010, he lives in Peru.
I secretly wished my mother vanished, her lack of support drained me.
I constructed a list of words turned to poetry, it saved me.
I lost my cool many times.
Katherine Garcia, age 24
Alex
I was born, afraid to die.
I wanted to be loved, I looked everywhere.
I got high, then higher, then higher, and finally hit my low.
I got clean, and scrubbed myself raw.
I learned how to love. but more love myself.
I wanted to be loved, I looked everywhere.
I got high, then higher, then higher, and finally hit my low.
I got clean, and scrubbed myself raw.
I learned how to love. but more love myself.
Alex, age 19
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Christina
I have made many things.
I have loved openly.
I have forgiven people who didn't deserve it.
I have paid my own way through college.
I have had my first art gallery show right out of school.
Christina, age 23
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Venita
I fell in love for the first time at the age of 33.
I went natural by giving my hair the big chop.
I started my art program for toddlers.
I'm a pin-up model.
I'm finally comfortable with myself.
Venita, age 35
Monday, May 28, 2012
Paulo
Create a beautiful child.
Have the world view my poetry.
Got married and divorced.
Stayed alive through my late teens to present.
Learned I have more to discover about life.
Paulo, age 38
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Erin
Battled a stormy childhood
Escaped in the music of Ben Folds
Conquered my education
Discovered my purpose in life
Found myself.
Erin, age 32
Escaped in the music of Ben Folds
Conquered my education
Discovered my purpose in life
Found myself.
Erin, age 32
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Ashley
Survived never-ending adolescence, mercifully.
Cried uncontrollably reading Kundera.
Worked up the courage to drop out, finally.
Stopped lying to myself about myself.
Booked as many layovers as possible, always.
Ashley, age 26
Cried uncontrollably reading Kundera.
Worked up the courage to drop out, finally.
Stopped lying to myself about myself.
Booked as many layovers as possible, always.
Ashley, age 26
Monday, May 21, 2012
Shannon
Sailed around Mexico when I was 18 with nothing but $20.
Lived with scorpions and hunted lobster when I was 5
Watched a stranger die.
Slept in a tree.
Paraglided over a mountain.
Shannon, age 30
Lived with scorpions and hunted lobster when I was 5
Watched a stranger die.
Slept in a tree.
Paraglided over a mountain.
Shannon, age 30
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Larry
Got my Certificate in Draftsmanship and Classical painting.
Won an award from Sheila Hugh Mackay Foundation in 2003.
Runeworker.
Got a B.A. in Math and Stats.
Pretty good artist.
Larry, age 49
Friday, May 18, 2012
Amber
Turned my bath into a tidal wave.
Spent hours doing not very much
Made new years resolutions every year
Broke those resolutions every year.
Went to art school.
Amber, age 20
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Juliet
I grew up in Poland, Ohio, with 3 sisters and 4 brothers.
I quit being Catholic the minute I turned 18 and converted to Judaism at the age of 49.
I raised 4 sons who gave me joy and put me on a pedestal.
I practiced law for 20 years before deciding I’d rather be a writer.
I married the right man, thank God.
Juliet, age 52
I quit being Catholic the minute I turned 18 and converted to Judaism at the age of 49.
I raised 4 sons who gave me joy and put me on a pedestal.
I practiced law for 20 years before deciding I’d rather be a writer.
I married the right man, thank God.
Juliet, age 52
Friday, May 4, 2012
Samantha
Grew up listening to cows moaning in the backyard as I fell asleep.
Fell in love with all of the wrong people (drug addicts, religious fanatic, etc.)
Dropped everything and moved to Paris.
Cut everyone's (including the "right" kind lover) hair in exchange for food.
Stopped wanting to run away.
Samantha, age 20
Georgia
As a child, I could fly.
I once turned a rock into a spaceship.
I grew up and became the mother of women.
Fell in love with a sweet sick boy and never
recovered.
Dreamed of being rescued by angels.
Georgia
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Janelou
I spent most of my childhood living on an indian reservation.
I enlisted in the Marine Corps, even though I needed a waiver for my short
stature.
I raised two beautiful children.
I spent over 20 years in a high tech design career.
At 42, after a near death experience, I went to art school in Mexico to
start life over again and finally pursue my real dream as an artist.
Janelou, age 52
Vita
Intending to climb Mt. St. Helen in Washington State 10 years before it erupted, my boyfriend Jeff and I had stepped off the trail to drink juice, when the biggest rock fell down where we had just been walking. Inside activity or melting snow? It happened around noon, in any case too late for snow climbing.....
Followed my dreams about who I wanted to be, at least regarding spouse, occupations, residence. Perseverance helps....Didn't know the meaning of the words VISION and SPIRITUALITY for a long time, although having been living it all along.
Married my first high school boyfriend pro forma in my mid twenties in order to qualify for a 2 room flat without a proper bathroom - in a slum area. After the divorce it coincidentally qualified him as well to take over his mother's flat, when she moved into a house. Where are you now, Paul?
Injured a leg just before or during visits to Denmark, Holland, Germany, Australia, and Israel. Still had fun and saw lots of things.
Learned the importance of social skills, intuition, and creativity. Get grandchildren if possible...
Vita, age 65
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Peg
I told myself at age 11 that there was no reason for me to be
shy anymore.
I took my dog Joe to the vet when she was 13 to be
euthanized.
I pumped gas on the south rim of the Grand Canyon when it was
novel for a girl to pump gas.
I planted a fig tree in the back yard by the light of the
moon.
I was grumpy on a conference call this morning.
Peg, age 51
Elena
I credit my Jewish, Shinto, and Buddhist upbringing for my present atheism.
I fell in love with my best friend who left me for someone else.
I was in denial about having clinical depression even after attempting to hang myself two years ago.
I fell in love with my best friend who left me for someone else.
I was in denial about having clinical depression even after attempting to hang myself two years ago.
I feel like the biggest fake when my peers enthusiastically voice how they
channel their despondency and frustration through writing and producing
art.
I recently rolled on molly and went to a show with my closest friends from high
school. I haven't felt so safe, so happy with myself, in a very long
time.
Elena, age 22
Monday, April 23, 2012
Marilyn
My first out-of-state experience was flying to Seattle, WA at 22-years-old to visit my homesick boyfriend for the weekend.
I was about five-years-old when my mother threatened to take the bottle away. In return, I vowed never to drink whole milk for as long as I live. I've held onto that grudge/promise for 18 years.
It took less than 24 hours to fall in love with my boyfriend. We've been together for three years now.
I lost my 17-year-old cousin to a staph infection four years ago. I dedicated my college graduation to him in the family invitations.
I've been having panic attacks for the past six months and I've just realized that I'm experiencing a quarter-life crisis.
Marilyn, age 23
I was about five-years-old when my mother threatened to take the bottle away. In return, I vowed never to drink whole milk for as long as I live. I've held onto that grudge/promise for 18 years.
It took less than 24 hours to fall in love with my boyfriend. We've been together for three years now.
I lost my 17-year-old cousin to a staph infection four years ago. I dedicated my college graduation to him in the family invitations.
I've been having panic attacks for the past six months and I've just realized that I'm experiencing a quarter-life crisis.
Marilyn, age 23
Kristen
I have loved.
I have lost.
I have given birth to a beautiful baby girl.
I have been strong.
And weak.
Kristen, age 20
I have lost.
I have given birth to a beautiful baby girl.
I have been strong.
And weak.
Kristen, age 20
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Carter
I had a house burn down around me while I was "lounging in my robe and slippers," as was reported in the local paper.
I've seen the sun set on Mt. Katahdin, Delicate Arch, and the Great Western Divide.
I served as a chaplain on a geriatric psychiatry ward.
I've actively considered suicide.
I've eaten wild strawberry pie.
I've seen the sun set on Mt. Katahdin, Delicate Arch, and the Great Western Divide.
I served as a chaplain on a geriatric psychiatry ward.
I've actively considered suicide.
I've eaten wild strawberry pie.
Carter, age 55
Scott
I built a raft out of drift wood, Huck Finn style, and spent a month floating the magical wilderness of the Yukon River.
I fell in love three times and am afraid it won't happen again.
I broke into an abandoned house, fixed it up, and lived in it.
I fell in love with life and dared to live like it, despite my battle with depression and anxiety.
I laid in the Sun with my eyes closed and smiled.
Scott, age 29
Friday, April 20, 2012
Jodi
I have been in love 3.5 times
I was a teenage runaway.
I worked for an international arts organization creating sculpture parks.
I have been in a psychiatric hospital over 5 times.
I was abandoned as a child.
Jodi, age 32
I was a teenage runaway.
I worked for an international arts organization creating sculpture parks.
I have been in a psychiatric hospital over 5 times.
I was abandoned as a child.
Jodi, age 32
David
I had 1 love.
2 children.
I was in 2 wars.
I drank too much.
And ran for 30 years and now I can barely walk.
David, age 50
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Megan
I went skydiving for my 18th birthday.
I stole a pair of pink UGG rainboots from a department store.
When I was younger I told my mother that I hated her, and now make art about my love for her.
Got back at a roommate by putting garlic powder in her powdered creamer.
Went to a baseball game at Fenway Park.
Megan, age 24
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Jeanette
As a child never went to the same school for more than a few months, was always the new kid put in class after the school year already started.
My first job was at the famous "Train Station McDonalds" in Barstow, CA.
Taught myself how to snowboard and am very good at it.
I make jewelry and other crafty things.
Quit my job, sold most of my belongings and moved to Maryland.
Jeanette
Monday, April 16, 2012
Pamela
i lived in an Eskimo village without running water.
I played in the alleys of the housing projects of Detroit and loved it!
I thumb wrestled with the Duchess of York, Sara Ferguson.
I acted on stage in my underwear in Minneapolis.
I play the straw in my armpit!
Pamela
Jason
When I was a child, I threw a chair at my mother.
Now that I'm an adult, my mother and I are good friends.
I lived on rice and beans, and peanut butter sandwiches for a whole year while living on my own, looking for work and doing art.
I've drank with the homeless in the park during broad daylight.
And I've danced freely under the stars.
Jason, age 30
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Jerald
I started www.tpaging.com (2012) .
I was homeless in New Orleans for two years.
I graduated from college without a diploma.
I married and raised the best step-son I could ever have.
I am thirty years old , and I learned how to play the guitar in one year!
Jerald, age 30
Friday, April 13, 2012
Rachel
I went to Poland and visited the Old Warsaw Ghetto, Auschwitz, Majdanek and Treblinka when I was 17.
I lost my best friend and broke my back in a car accident.
I bought 2 turntables and a mixer and DJ'd some big EDM events in Hollywood, CA. I fell in love with my biggest supporter and married him.
Had Twins at 34...and life continues
Rachel, age 34
Monday, April 9, 2012
Janet
Saw the Beatles during their first appearance at Shea Stadium.
Interviewed Woody Allen for my high school newspaper in 1968.
Transitioned from "victim" to "survivor" of stranger rape.
Lived on a houseboat in Sausalito and in a farmhouse in rural New England.
Made friends with almost every kid or dog I've ever met.
Janet, age 60
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Sue
I argued with the man with the gun.
I thought cannoli started with a "G" until I was 28.
I went to Venice, and I heard what it had to tell me.
I fought for my daughters.
The man I loved when I was 20 is the man I love at 50.
Sue, age 48
Zach
I practiced skidding my bike tires on my dirt road.
I drank malt liquor on the abandoned bleachers with friends.
I nearly got stuck forever in the Bolivian jungle.
I fell in love with two best friends. It ended in heartbreak.
I built a table and it was gorgeous.
Zach, age 25
Sarah
I started masturbating at the age of three.
I got arrested at the age of six for breaking into someone's house and stealing jewelry then trying to sell it on the street.
I was told by my mother to lay on the couch so she could break my legs after I got caught drinking at school.
I listened to hardcore underground rap when I was an angry teenager.
I moved to New York with my backpack and a dream.
Sarah, age 23
Friday, April 6, 2012
JC
Tried to wash off my freckles with lemon juice and failed.
Learned how to make a snail come out of its shell - literally!
Getting to see my daughter play with the women she is named after - her great grandmother.
Bought my 4 year old a film camera, because I want her to know the art of photography.
Lost over fifty pounds and learned to love my body.
JC
Chandra
I survived my awkward younger years and made so many mistakes, that I don't regret.
I met my soul mate and married him.
I realized the law of attraction works in mysterious way.
I had three babies within four years.
I was given confidence, friendship and encouragement to pursue my dreams.
Chandra, age 27
Naomi
I AM GLAD TO BE ALIVE. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THE CELESTIAL PARTY YET. THE NEWS IS SO INTERESTING, I WANT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT.
I TOLD THE WORLD I LOVED IT AND I PRAYED FOR PEACE. I THOUGHT MOST PEOPLE PREFER PEACE SO THEY CAN TEND THEIR GARDENS AND JUST MAKE A LIVING WITHOUT DISTURBING PEOPLE OVERSEAS WHO DESERVE TO BE LEFT ALONE.
I BOUGHT A MARIACHI TRAJE AND SOMBRERO JUST BECAUSE I WANTED TO.
I THOUGHT HOW MUSIC MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER.
LOOKING FORWARD TO PASSOVER SEDER AT MY SYNAGOGUE AND WISHING THE CHRISTIANS AND THE OTHER PEOPLE A BEAUTIFUL AND HAPPY HOLY TIME!
Naomi, age 84
Esther
MY EYES HAVE SEEN THE NEWS OF THE WORLD AS IT HAPPENED.
I SEWED DOLLS AND TOYS FOR ORPHANS AND DISPLACED CHILDREN IN THE BATTERED WOMEN SHELTERS TO HUG SINCE I COULD NOT BE THERE TO HUG THEM ALL IN PERSON AND TELL THEM THAT I LOVED THEM.
I LEARNED HOW TO SPIT SHINE A PAIR OF BOOTS.
I HAVE BEEN AN EXTRA IN SEVERAL FILMS THAT WERE DONE AROUND HERE.
I LEARNED HOW TO FIND THE NEWS ON THE INTERNET AND MY LIFE HAS NOT BEEN THE SAME.
Esther, age 79
Thea
I found a place where I can belong and be me.
I am now the age where I can speak my mind and I often do.
I see how absolutely stupid unprovoked war is. How obscene, unnatural and disruptive. Maybe we should let mothers,musicians, cooks and dog owners run the world.
I can't save the world but I can give the homeless person a warm blanket in the winter, a bottle of water in the summer and a job lead and I often do. My world starts here in my neighborhood when I see my brothers and sisters in dire need while politicians worldwide on all sides help themselves to the best of everything and, lo, their expensive pockets are flush with cash.
Today I said my prayers and felt that someone had heard me.
Thea, (lady of a certain age.)
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Tara
I was born outside, under a tree.
I wandered through the Swaziland countryside by myself.
I sang songs on the beach, and scared away policemen.
I found a dead mouse in my sink.
I went to four different colleges.
Tara, age 23
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Jacob
I saw my best friend die in front of me.
I finished high school after a long struggle with drugs.
I jumped out of a plane and touched a cloud.
I learned how to quilt.
I found happiness with myself.
Jacob, age 23
Kate
Got my Art Degree and struggled as I watched every average Joe on the street gain success without formal training.
Loved and lost my soul mate, my Grandpa Truck.
Got married too young.
Learned to grow and cook delicious meals.
Gave up my dreams of being a singer so I could headline every night in the shower while my husband brushes his teeth.
Kate, age 25
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